Dad .
I wake up in the morning at 10.30am today, notice that i got one text message receiving from ABAH 012 at 07.07am. I opened the text , and it was..
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Malam tadi abah mimpi. Dam mimpi itu mimpi yang tersangat indah.
Abah sangat seronok dan gembira dalam mimpi itu.
Dalam mimpi itu abah berjumpe arwah atuk haji, mama, adik and kakak.
I was stunted for a moment.
Why did my dad dreaming something like that?
I felt something hurts me a lot.
I never feel this pain before.
And i couldn't bear it,
hence i get my lappy and go straight to my room,
Because ocasionally i slept in my classmate room.
When i got in to my room,
I couldn't stand myself.
And i cry. cry as hard as i can.
Everything just keep going back to me,
My dad told me that he loves me,
the memories where he teaching me swimming when i was four,
the memories he teaching me driving when i was ten.
How he thaught me on riding a motorbike when i was eight.
How every year of my childhood birthdays, he gave me barbies.
How we would like to tease each other as always.
how bad things has going between us presently,
how we fixed things together again.
How much i hated him before
and how much i do really need him now, more than i couldn't ever imagine.
I am so regret. I regret for not being a good girl for you dad.
I'm sorry for hurting you for the past few years dad. Things just happens dad, there's nothing i could changed.
I know you missed mom, dad.
I know you still loved her dad. But our family is already separated.
And none of us wanted this to happen but it did. I know how much misery of this for you dad, trust me, I'm just in the same shoes as you.
But dad, remember things happen for a reason.
Let the time passed this misery by.
I always love you, now and forever.
Just keep holding on. Have some faith.
We'll make this through.
You and me together.
I wake up in the morning at 10.30am today, notice that i got one text message receiving from ABAH 012 at 07.07am. I opened the text , and it was..
.
Malam tadi abah mimpi. Dam mimpi itu mimpi yang tersangat indah.
Abah sangat seronok dan gembira dalam mimpi itu.
Dalam mimpi itu abah berjumpe arwah atuk haji, mama, adik and kakak.
I was stunted for a moment.
Why did my dad dreaming something like that?
I felt something hurts me a lot.
I never feel this pain before.
And i couldn't bear it,
hence i get my lappy and go straight to my room,
Because ocasionally i slept in my classmate room.
When i got in to my room,
I couldn't stand myself.
And i cry. cry as hard as i can.
Everything just keep going back to me,
My dad told me that he loves me,
the memories where he teaching me swimming when i was four,
the memories he teaching me driving when i was ten.
How he thaught me on riding a motorbike when i was eight.
How every year of my childhood birthdays, he gave me barbies.
How we would like to tease each other as always.
how bad things has going between us presently,
how we fixed things together again.
How much i hated him before
and how much i do really need him now, more than i couldn't ever imagine.
I am so regret. I regret for not being a good girl for you dad.
I'm sorry for hurting you for the past few years dad. Things just happens dad, there's nothing i could changed.
I know you missed mom, dad.
I know you still loved her dad. But our family is already separated.
And none of us wanted this to happen but it did. I know how much misery of this for you dad, trust me, I'm just in the same shoes as you.
But dad, remember things happen for a reason.
Let the time passed this misery by.
I always love you, now and forever.
Just keep holding on. Have some faith.
We'll make this through.
You and me together.
PS: I'm sorry. i missed you dad. )'=